Ugh

The gym kicked my butt tonight. Wait, let me stat off by saying, excuse all of te typos that you might read in this. I'm on Aaron's laptop and I can never type right on the damn thing.

Anyway, so yesh, it kicked my butt. I only ran 1.25miles before my kees were killing me so I tried the eliptical. I told mself that I was going to do 20mins. HA! I did 5 and quit. I had a major sharp pain on the side of my right calf and was afraid to push any farther. So I lifed. I did 2 sets of 10 on each and called it a night. I hate that. I hate that I couldn't push myself any harder. I mean, after all, it is mind over matter but I just didn't want to ruin myself for tomorow.

But I can say, it feels good to get back in there after 3-4days off.I like to sweat. I like feeling tired when I'm done. But best of all, I love the shower afterwards. Just standing in there in the hot water, letting it just run over ya. That's the best. (I hope I didnt make that sounds too poronish!)

But on an even better note, I crammed this fat ass into a size 6 yesterday for that wake! Ha~ Can you believe that? I'm notmally a 10. These we Gap dress pants so I dont know if they run different or whatver but it felt nice. Even Erica, when she saw me said, "wow skinny mini!" But I really can't tell that much of a difference. It does feel nice though that someone else notices. I think I'm just losing alot of fat in my legs which makes it way easier to cram them into a smaler size. Either way, it fels sweet and thats te kind of thing that is going to keep me motivated